things i want to do before i die

• get into college
• have a successful career
• start a club at school
• keep and gain as many friends as possible
• go to the mountains at night to watch the skies
• go camping near a lake
• learn how to snowboard well ...
• baby sit
• spend a fun day at the beach, not in the summer
• watch the sunset :]
• watch the sunrise
• watch a movie that makes me cry even if its the 100th time
• watch a movie that makes me laugh even though its cheesy
• cook an amazing meal for my family/friends
• bake without pre-made powder tehehe 
• get a dog
• watch a krn drama, japanese drama or tawainese drama contiously
• go on a road trip with my friends <3
• save a life
• donate to a charity
• go to a 3rd world country and make a difference
• make a difference in someones life
• let someone mkae a difference in my life

<3 emerald

sundays are fundays :] well, i guess it could be fun if you think homework is fun. anyway sundays are the days for me to get caught up and get ahead in school, so i have to use them wisely. but to tell you the truth i havent really been using them wisely. i always think there are more hours in a day then there really are so i just chill and then i pay for it during the week. so the first full week of school was ... long. everyone just has so much work to finish and we're going to school with basically 4-5hrs of sleep and thats why everyone is stressing out. i just hope that we all can always be on task and never procrastinate so badly that we're sacraficing out health lol. sounds lame but so true. stay healty kids :]

<3 emerald 

the first week of school is over :]. i think ive realized that its better not to procrastinate ... obviously. lol but im still going to do it cause its in my blood. well all i wanted to do is to tell everyone not to worry cause we're going to make it through junior year together. as long as we're there for each other and we help each other along the way we can make it. so everyone lets try to stay optimistic. i know we can do it. aja aja fighting. 

optimism

-em

p.s. doesnt mean im not going to be stressed out lol

lately, ive been thinking about everything that has been happening to me for the past year, and i must say that im not the same person i use to be. and in some ways thats ok. but ive been a bad friend to so many of my friends. by leaving some of my greatest friends just to hang out with other people, but was it worth it? maybe. but the fact that ive allowed myself to loose one of my best friends, well that just makes me really sad. at the time, what i was doing seemed like the right thing to do, but it wasnt. and the real me wouldnt have but i did and now theres nothing i can do. we just pass by in the halls akwardly waving hi. i put an optimistic smile on, yet i wish it wasnt just simply saying hi but more like it use to be. but it cant because ive messed it all up. its all my fault, i wish we could just laugh it off like before but i cant do anything to change the situation cause im a bad person. ive said my sorries but nothing will take this off my mind. im so sorry and i wish that i havent inflicted any pain on you and if i have im really sorry. as of now all i can do is wish you the best.(i hate losing friends and im never going to let this happen again. so i learned this lesson at the cost of a good friend)

-emerald

lol i guess im back on xanga :D haha. i know, kind of lame but its all good cause i like it. well on thursday i remember being so relieved when elite was over and sooo exicted for my fun filled weekend! first off, on friday i went to the mall with christine and carol. we went at like 7 to eat lol that didnt go as planned lol. xtine and i ended up searching for bea and finding her at jeffs house. then bea jeff xtine and i went to krikorian where we met up with more people to go watch transformers! it was so fantabulous.

^thats bumble bee. hes so awesome. the car he transforms into is so hot, and hes so nice :]. guess what guys my car is really a transformer :] shhh dont tell anyone.

after the movie xtine, bea, jeff, carol, and mike went to phoenix where we had so much fun just talking and eating. went home around 12:30ish. so much fun. then on saturday we had a bbq :]! so much fun even though i missed the core part ... the actually bbq. lol well i got to eat the food and watch kiss kiss bang bang.so much fun with them. i also went to charlene's birthday party! happy birthday day i love you :]. lasertagging is so much fun lol. kind of scary ... so basically its intense LOL... i know im lame, but whatever. and today i basically spent some time with my family. we had lunch and dinner together. cpk <3 yummmm. then afterwards we went to 24 hour fitness and saw charlene. yeah and then my sister, mom and i signed up for the gym ... time to get back into shape. im going to commit myself to this. the guy that was helping us, man he was so good. hes so motivational lol and he said that i didnt have committment issues because of my gpa. lol i was basically laughing the entire time he was explaining stuff to us. so funny. but yeah the new 24 hour fitness is so pretty. im excited. anyway got to start hw. :[ ahhh and more elite this week. o no its only the 3rd week. it feels as if its been forever. o well must look at this positively; therefore, i can get the most out of elite :]

-emkhoo